Devin frowned, fiddling with his coffee cup. "I've never...done this. Not since..." But it was there. On his journal. If she'd read.

"And yes, I've met her. I've seen them together. I've seen ... how much he loves her. And it's hard to think that now he...He still says he's straight. But when we kissed, he wanted me. But what if it's just...curiosity? What if in the end he decides this was fun, but he wants to be with a woman? I just...I don't know how to deal with that. I want him to be happy. I ... I tried to let him go. I didn't mean to kiss him, but he kissed me and then I just...wanted."