Warren made the smallest of whimpers, some little sound that might even have been only in his head it was so quiet, and his fingers tightened on Devin's knee, his other hand slipping to his waist.
He didn't press forward, although part of him wanted to pull Devin close and turn it deep, turn it almost violent, kiss him with all the pent up tension and desperation that they'd been building over the past he didn't know how long right now and couldn't think. Didn't want to think. Thinking led to shame, and pain, and the first tear fell down his cheek as he pressed just that little bit closer.
Which was when it started to slide over him. Stealing his breath away, making his chest hurt again. He couldn't quite separate what was Devin and what was him, new feelings that didn't match up with anything he'd ever felt before, not like this. And he couldn't put it back away either, not once it had come out. All the feelings in every little moment that had pricked him inside and now forced their way free in response.
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Date: 2006-06-21 02:29 pm (UTC)He didn't press forward, although part of him wanted to pull Devin close and turn it deep, turn it almost violent, kiss him with all the pent up tension and desperation that they'd been building over the past he didn't know how long right now and couldn't think. Didn't want to think. Thinking led to shame, and pain, and the first tear fell down his cheek as he pressed just that little bit closer.
Which was when it started to slide over him. Stealing his breath away, making his chest hurt again. He couldn't quite separate what was Devin and what was him, new feelings that didn't match up with anything he'd ever felt before, not like this. And he couldn't put it back away either, not once it had come out. All the feelings in every little moment that had pricked him inside and now forced their way free in response.