Warren winced. They'd talked about that before and he hadn't meant...
He didn't let go, but he did slump down a bit, drooping his head against Devin's.
"That's not what I meant," he murmured. "That's..."
He was so confused. And tired.
"It's not just that. If it were just that, I'd've told you," he muttered. Sighed. "If it were just that it wouldn't be this intense. If it was just curiosity we wouldn't be on the floor like this. If it's just you..."
That was a good question, actually. He shook his head, trying to sort through his mind, what was him, what wasn't. His mental shields were in pieces.
"I'm not into guys. I was thinking ... Earlier, I was thinking about that in the theatre. It still confuses me how this happened. I don't know if there's ever going to be a clear answer to it. But I don't think it's just you doing what you do. I don't think it's magic. And I don't know what it is. It just sort of... happened. Not even tonight, this weekend, just. It happened. It's been happening."
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He didn't let go, but he did slump down a bit, drooping his head against Devin's.
"That's not what I meant," he murmured. "That's..."
He was so confused. And tired.
"It's not just that. If it were just that, I'd've told you," he muttered. Sighed. "If it were just that it wouldn't be this intense. If it was just curiosity we wouldn't be on the floor like this. If it's just you..."
That was a good question, actually. He shook his head, trying to sort through his mind, what was him, what wasn't. His mental shields were in pieces.
"I'm not into guys. I was thinking ... Earlier, I was thinking about that in the theatre. It still confuses me how this happened. I don't know if there's ever going to be a clear answer to it. But I don't think it's just you doing what you do. I don't think it's magic. And I don't know what it is. It just sort of... happened. Not even tonight, this weekend, just. It happened. It's been happening."