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killingsoftly) wrote2006-06-19 09:05 am
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Glass -- New York, Friday Night
They'd given them a park facing room, which was more than Devin had hoped for. He brushed his fingers over the cool glass of the doors, then stepped outside on the balcony, letting the sounds of the city wash over him. He took a sip of whiskey, smiling to himself as he watched the warm early evening light warm the buildings and the tops of the trees. It was warm and the air conditioner in the room kicked on in protest of the open door, but he just let it run, listening to the sounds of Warren in the room behind him.
Even now, the heat from their little game still lingered, flushing his cheeks. The whiskey in the glass was cool, but not cool enough. He was cursing himself that they only had one bed, but when he'd booked the gig, and the room, he hadn't expected Warren to be coming. He figured he'd be pursuing his other gig while here, but then the invitation spilled out and here they were. He wasn't coming down off a high. He'd slept a lot the last few days. He'd been eating. He wasn't fragile and out of it, and sharing that bed was likely to test his resolve to the limit, especially after the teasing.
He wasn't likely to sleep much.
But he didn't want to push Warren. The flirtation was delightful. The game moreso, but he was the one who wanted it to be more than just a game, not Warren. He had to remember that part and not push, no matter if that "later" teased at his memory. He slid fingers over glass and imagined briefly it was skin, then pushed those thoughts away. He could behave.
"Our reservation's at six." He called back over his shoulder, straightening even as he kept his gaze fixed on the people scurrying below, drinking in the life of the City. "We should probably leave by 530. It's just around the corner, less than half a mile. Walk or cab?"
Even now, the heat from their little game still lingered, flushing his cheeks. The whiskey in the glass was cool, but not cool enough. He was cursing himself that they only had one bed, but when he'd booked the gig, and the room, he hadn't expected Warren to be coming. He figured he'd be pursuing his other gig while here, but then the invitation spilled out and here they were. He wasn't coming down off a high. He'd slept a lot the last few days. He'd been eating. He wasn't fragile and out of it, and sharing that bed was likely to test his resolve to the limit, especially after the teasing.
He wasn't likely to sleep much.
But he didn't want to push Warren. The flirtation was delightful. The game moreso, but he was the one who wanted it to be more than just a game, not Warren. He had to remember that part and not push, no matter if that "later" teased at his memory. He slid fingers over glass and imagined briefly it was skin, then pushed those thoughts away. He could behave.
"Our reservation's at six." He called back over his shoulder, straightening even as he kept his gaze fixed on the people scurrying below, drinking in the life of the City. "We should probably leave by 530. It's just around the corner, less than half a mile. Walk or cab?"
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"You've got an amazing natural talent. Just need to learn the mechanics now."
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"You'll have to teach me," he murmured.
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Then he did open his eyes, look up and into Devin's.
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His fingers clasped each other tight enough his knuckles were white, and he could feel the trembling, but he didn't look away.
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He liked those little noises.
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His head turned, following the fingers, lips finding Warren's wrist and pressing a kiss there with a soft sigh.
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His hand slid up, fingers tangling through Devin's hair and sliding back down his cheek.
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Something about Devin's scent made him laugh, softly.
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He moved his head just enough to breathe in Warren's hair, to nuzzle gently at his ear.
One hand finally moved, settling on Warren's knee in a mirroring gesture.
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Warren's head turned, just a little, his eyes opening slightly and close enough that his lashes must have almost brushed Devin's cheek.
Looking at him. Intent. Smirking.
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He'd made a promise and that was the only thing that kept him from pinning Warren down. His hand moved back to Warren's hair though, fingers sliding through, then winding the red around again.
He swallowed, hard, lips parting just a bit in a silent invitation to taste, to explore.
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And as much as the reality of what he was doing, all the cliches and the excuses and the shame (he swallowed hard on that one) of it crashed in on him, there was also the overwhelming want that pushed at him from places he'd never expected. Lust was fine, he was used to shifting around hard-ons in too-tight pants, but chest-clenching heartache? That was different. Especially staring into a man's eyes.
He wasn't sure what to do. His eyes were closing and he didn't know what to do. He could taste Devin's breath on his and then he could feel Devin's lips on his and he had no idea what he was doing. Or why it hurt so good.
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It hurt and there was a lump in his throat where he wanted to cry. His chest was too tight and he didn't think he remembered how to breathe and it really didn't seem to matter.
He parted his lips a little more, tongue flicking out to taste Warren's lower lip, whiskey and wine and Warren underneath.
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